August has always made me feel a bit melancholic. Now, there’s a word for you: melancholy. Abraham Lincoln was said to suffer from melancholy. I always took it as depression, but it’s more than that. Melancholic people are sensitive introverts.
Can you imagine a President who is an introvert? But I think it explains much about our 16th president. Not only was he thoughtful about his steps, but gave short, to-the-point speeches.
He maneuvered our country through a Civil War, changing generals in charge of the Northern troops, trying to find that initial big win. At war’s end, he planned a future beyond the presidency. He must have felt like that day was as refreshing as the air is after a rain. America was on the cusp of change.
That is how I feel August: On the cusp of change. The light changes in August. Early in spring, the sun shimmers through the windows. It comes in through the windows from the North. The sun feels like a giddy teen, ready for that first date. The future, like summer, seems to stretch on forever.
The sun moves ever southward with each passing day. I’m really not aware of that movement until August. That’s when the light grows softer and shadows play in diagonal angles through the windows.
It’s still hot outside. Butterflies and bees visit the flowers in the garden. Birds sing lovely songs. Fruit ripens on the trees. Hummingbirds visit the feeders set about. But there’s a new frentic energy about all the activity.
Change is coming. We’re moving from the heavy warmth of summer into the freshness of fall. Fall awaits just around the corner. Anxious to barge on in, it leaves signs. Red and yellow pops in a few places. Not a lot….just a hint of new lace on a leaf here and there. Grasses grow tall and turn golden, ready to drop their seeds for the next generation. And the light changes as it falls across the window.
August is the month when the light changes…